realcatzeye's Xanga

My deep Love to a perfect man

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 21:45:18 GMT

Hi guys and also Ladies,

Well, today I want to share a story with you. This story is truth and is already happening to me

First let me inroduce the main characters to you, this story is about me, (Jacki, 22 years), and my current boyfriend, (Jon, 24 years).Let´s start. we meet each other through a wonderful site on the web, and it was me who started to talk to him. It was not because of his photo, because I didn´t saw much on it, just a cute guy, sitting there and having a picknick.
I didn`t sent him a message this day, because I wasn´t sure if he would answer me one day.So after a few days, I decided to send him an interest and to wait if I will get back an interest from him.And guess what happend?
Right he also sent me an interest a day later.
So I searched again for his profile, and found his MSN addy there, so I wrote down this addy and saved it in my messenger. First he didn`t knew who I was, and just talked with me for a few minutes.But after a while, he became a great friend for me, because two days before I became the girlfriend from another guy. So we just were friends for a few months.
We lost contact as I had the chance to work and to live in switzerland for 3 months.This was really a pretty and wild time, but also here I tried to talk with him, but he was always busy because of his work.As I came back to germany in October, my Notebook broke down and I had to save money to buy a new one.
I met him a few weeks ago, and I was really that he still remembered me, and that i also remembered this man.

He changed a bit, specially his feelings, because he started to love me and I also felt that my feelings changed a lot for him. Yes, I realized that I want to be with this man forever and ever.
The only problem we have now is that we are not able to understand each other and his feelings.

Why is that? Is this just my problem or is anybody out there who also have such a problem.

Hope one of u can help me a bit, Luv ya all, specially my man.
Bye Bye and Kiss, your web-master Jacki

New Pics, New Pics and New Pics.

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 14:45:58 GMT

And here I am again.

Here are some pics for u guys.^^ U can also visit my hi5 profile if ya like. http://realcatzeye.hi5.com

Now to the pics. Hope u like them.

Well, that´s not a new pic, but one of my best photos i can share with u.

As maybe some remember I had a lil accident two weeks ago, so i made a pic from my leg after that. It really had hurt a lot. But I survived it.^^

One of my favourite pics. Can U see the colour of my eyes? If not I really really have grey eyes with a lil bit green.

Miss me????
Then come and kiss me.....

Me watching a pretty good movie named Shaolin Kickers.

this movies was so funny

Aloha.^^

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 14:03:09 GMT

Bonjour mes amis.

Welcome to my website, this is a lil welcome to all my new friends out there, who just started to know me.

So let me introduce my site to u. On the first sites u will find specially informations about me and maybe later from some friends of mine.

The most and interesting things can be found on the reviews sites, where I added informations and stories about the things I like and also about Hobbies and so on.

Please enjoy my site and have fun, u can also send me e-mails or add comments here.

My garden

Some of u asked me "what do u like to do when u want to have fun?" and here´s the answer. Normally the garden was a birthday present from me for my mom, so I payed 900 EUR for it. As u can imagine she was really happy about that. But it is also hard work to design the garden and to keep it clean. So on my last birthday she gave it to me.In the end i bought my own birthday present. too funny.

So here are the pics u asked for, and u see I still have so much work with it.

Doesn´t it look great?????

I really love this picture, cuz it was a wonderful day, very sunny and pretty warm.

John, I hope u like the pic.Can u imagine that all the blossoms will become good apples in autuum?
Too bad that I have to eat all by my own.

I really like the smell from this blossom.

Don´t know the name of it now, but it looks amazing. Huh??

Here u can also see our sweet lil car.Isn´t it cute? We have a Ford Ka from 1998.The colour is dark metalliv green by the way.

Hi everybody.

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 10:55:13 GMT

This time I want to share some of my most beloved Love Poems with u.

I love the most of them, because they are also reflecing my own feelings for some special persons, who became a important piece in my life.

I really hope and pray that u r feeling good and that everything will become good again.
Never u will be lost, and never u will have to face it all alone.Remember that I´m here for u and that I will protect u everytime someone will try to hurt u.I will stand on ur side forever as a shadow, who will protect u from the daily light. I´m the light deep in ur heart which will show u the right way, and guide u through the darkest time in ur life.

And now to the poems.^^

"I Want"

...to be the breeze
that gently touches your face
the kiss that lingers on your lips
but, never leaves a trace

to be the sound of your heartbeat
strong as the tide
like the treasures of the deep
of hidden inside

to be the one in your dreams
when the darkness falls,
the first name on your lips
when the sunrise calls

to be the passion so hot
like the flame of a fire
the one that you crave
the one that you desire

by "Corky Ferguson"

the next poem is for a guy who has much to face, but who was always the one who made me smile again.

If I Could

If I could...
I would take ur pain
When the weight of the world
Is hard to bear.

If I could...
I would be with you now
To fill the void
When no one is there

If I could...
I would dry your tears,
And to brighten your day
I would bring you the sun.

If I could...
I would give u my love
For today and tomorrow,
Each day, one by one.

by "Victoria"

The next poem is for a man, who hurt me so much.But who will always be someone special for me.But I´m sure he will never read this, and so he will never know about my feelings.

I Want To Believe

I want to believe you when you say you love me
I want to believe you when you say you care,
but it´s getting harder every time I look around
And find you´re not standing there.

It´s hard when I want to believe you love me
And I wake up to realize it´s a lie,
It´s even harder to soothe my aching heart
When a woman ain´t supposed to cry.

Someone once told me I´d get over you,
That I´d no longer be your backup plan,
Seems crazy sometimes, when I think about it
Knowing I was supposed to have been your woman.

I want to believe that things will be okay
That, somehow, we´ll work things through,
But my mind`s got no reason, nor my heart any hope
To believe we can start anew.

I want to believe you when you share your dreams
But it´s funny how dreams, they deceive,
Even the wisest of men who have walked this earth
Oh God, how i want to believe.

Friday, December 16, 2005

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 21:55:37 GMT

Juhu Guys.^^
How have you all been?
Well, so first I gotta tell ya that i changed my living place. Wow, that was such a chaotic day.^^ But now its done and i´m in my new house with my lil garden. My dogs are really happy now and played in the snow.

So, now i will start to tell ya many things about christmas as i know and celebrate it.
Let´s start with a short introducing about my hometown named Oberwiesenthal.In the picture below you can see that my hometown is just a pretty and nice town.

it is also the highest town in germany, with really great views and nature. I love this town, because i grow up there and started to become a serious athlet. I visited the childhood there, but this child hood doesn´t exist since a few years. Too bad, i had very funny days there. Later after a few years as i lived in bavaria we came back to this lovely town, and i visited the school for two years. You will love this town if you visit it. Believe me.^^ Oberwiesenthal is also one of the most beautifullest wintersport region in germany, and has a lot of visitors in winter.
my town and also the region is famous for Jens Weissflog, and also for the hand made traditional things like "Schwibbögen" and other great things.
So here are some of my favourite places from this lovely and beloved town.

Doesn´t this look lovely? I always loved to see this "Pyramide" on
afternoon and evening. There are not only lights as you can see this
is also in move. In the summer there´s a pool. ^^

This is named "Sachsenbaude" it was always a hotel.It is a littel bit away from the town, but really beautiful.^^

As you can see I specially love my town when it´s winter there, with all the lights in the windows and all the good and delicious things which are specially made in the christmas time. Well i really miss all these things.
Now i will shows you some traditional works from my hometown.

That´s a real tradiotional "Lichterbogen", which is used in the windows to guide the man back from work.
And that´s the kind of window light we have in our own window. They were so expensive, unbelieveable. But i love them, we are just turn them on in the time from the 1.advent sunday till 6.January.

And here is the most beloved and famous christmas market in our region, it is open from the 1. Advent till new years eve. Oh, must seen this in real.

That´s it for today, bye for now, hope you enjoy this and ask if you´ll have any questions

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 13:43:24 GMT

Hi Guys,

How are all of ya?

I´m sorry for not updating my site for a really long time, but i had much to do and much problems but I promise to update it, as often as i can.^^

Okay, well, I need to say that I´m now already 21. Yeah, i didn´t had a party but also had much fun, get some gifts from friends and a lot of congratulations. So, thank you my dear friends for being there for me, we will be together for always and forever. I swear.

My next updates will be about the christmas time here in germany. But i´ll would also like to know how you, celebrate christmas in your country or your town or how you celebrate your personal christmas evening.

So, bye for now.

jacki

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 16:22:15 GMT

Hi there, this is catzeye the webmaster from this site.

Well, first I guess I have to introduce myself to ya. My name is Jacki and I`m 20 years right now, becoming 21 in October. I love to listen to music and to chat with friends and other peoples, I also like to read good books, and to watch great movies, and last but not least I love to play on my GC.
I started to create this site for my friends to introduce them to the great world of Japanese, Korean, Chinese and German Music.
At this page you´ll be able to find the downloads from my personal beloved musicians, like mp3, wma, MV, PV and Live Vids.

When you are looking for special informations and downloads from a special singer group or whatever, go to my reviews.
There you´ll find diffrent folders like Muscians, Movies; Mangas and much more, click the folder you want to visit, and you´ll find what you like.

That´s it for today, next time I will introduce to you some guys, who are very special for me.

By the way, if you are not happy with the information you will find here on this webpage, leave a comment, and I will add the things you are asking for.

Bye,bye yours, realcatzeye